FriendlyShadow
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I can't stand when I look at my smile. I know lots of people who somehow can pull it off and look pretty, as for me, I don't know why, but when I smile, it makes me look like a guy. Like I just don't know how to describe it. I think i have squished smile or whatever that means. I know I mentioned about this in another post on why I hate getting my pictures taken, but this is something that is really aggravating. Probably I look like a guy because I look like so many boy celebrities than girls(Justin Berfield for example, not that I don't like him or that he's bad looking or anything.) And my eyebrows are so bushy they make make me look like a guy. Ugh!
I wonder if it's due to my circles under my eyes that when i smile it makes me look older than I really am(Actually when I'm probably not smiling I look younger.) My parents, especially my dad calls me cute and pretty and says thins like "Look at how pretty are daughter is." I just smile and say thanks and while I appreciate them for saying that, I can't see myself as pretty or cute. I'm far from pretty and cute, and I'm truly not saying this to fish for compliments because I honestly do think I'm not pretty. Just average at best. My dad says its because I have low self esteem, maybe that's true I guess. For, now on when People take pictures of me, I'll just do a closed smile from now on or make a pose, if there's anything bad about that.(Plus, I wouldn't blame boys for not talking to me. My dad said something like "I'm sure a nice gentlemen would think you're cute. I'm pretty sure I'll never have a boyfriend cause of my looks or my esteem.)
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