getting up in the morning

mrb · Mar 17, 2010

do you lie in bed b4 getting up looking at the ceiling thinking hmmm another day get a little depressed about it all , i do funny thing is when im up and start moving around i snap out of it in about 1 min , some weekends i lie in bed for ages feeling like god what am i going to do today :

: then again when im up im ok i min later , god i hate just lieing in bed , i hate my bed in fact im gonna throw the bloody thing out the window right now , LOOK OUT BELOWWWWWWWWW he shouts as the bed goes out the window , hmmm i do hope no one calls the police

Devrium · Mar 17, 2010

yea, I go through that every day of my life. Most the time I don't have the will to get up and I just roll over and go back to sleep... or I drag my computer towards me and turn it on and message my bf and pray and hope that he responds.. which he never ever does... but I sit there and wait for him to say something all day... like a retarded puppy waiting for it's master to come home when it's master doesn't even live there anymore... and neglected it from the start anyway. I don't leave my computers side "just in case" he decides to finally talk to me... one of these days.. it's all I do all day. It's what I am doing right now.. waiting in vain for something I know will never happen. Being in love with someone that doesn't give a **** about me. What's the point of getting out of bed? It's not like I have anyone in my life to live for.. not like I have a job or school or anything to do but watch dull movies and wait and wait for a reward that will never come. What's even the point of breathing anymore? Of trying to have a future? Why get out of bed to face a world that judges and hates you? Why even bother anymore? Waking up depresses me.. and going to bed does too because I know that the next day I have to wake up and do it all over again. And sorry for the negativity just... having one of those days. I really wish I could just lay down in a gutter and die right now. But yea anyway.. I know just what you mean.

Anomaly · Mar 17, 2010

I just stumble about semi-consciously until I eventually reach the shower. If I lay there, I'd go right back to sleep.

mrb · Mar 17, 2010

Devrium said:
yea, I go through that every day of my life. Most the time I don't have the will to get up and I just roll over and go back to sleep... or I drag my computer towards me and turn it on and message my bf and pray and hope that he responds.. which he never ever does... but I sit there and wait for him to say something all day... like a retarded puppy waiting for it's master to come home when it's master doesn't even live there anymore... and neglected it from the start anyway. I don't leave my computers side "just in case" he decides to finally talk to me... one of these days.. it's all I do all day. It's what I am doing right now.. waiting in vain for something I know will never happen. Being in love with someone that doesn't give a **** about me. What's the point of getting out of bed? It's not like I have anyone in my life to live for.. not like I have a job or school or anything to do but watch dull movies and wait and wait for a reward that will never come. What's even the point of breathing anymore? Of trying to have a future? Why get out of bed to face a world that judges and hates you? Why even bother anymore? Waking up depresses me.. and going to bed does too because I know that the next day I have to wake up and do it all over again. And sorry for the negativity just... having one of those days. I really wish I could just lay down in a gutter and die right now. But yea anyway.. I know just what you mean.

dont take this the wrong way but if he doesnt care about you , why dont you find someone who does care about you , then your life might be a lot better if you find someone to share the simple things in life with ? sorry just my view , someone who will take you out lol get you out of the house ect ..

Almost · Mar 17, 2010

When I don't have work that day, I just lay in bed until my body aches.

Hellhound · Mar 17, 2010

Devrium said:
yea, I go through that every day of my life. Most the time I don't have the will to get up and I just roll over and go back to sleep... or I drag my computer towards me and turn it on and message my bf and pray and hope that he responds.. which he never ever does... but I sit there and wait for him to say something all day... like a retarded puppy waiting for it's master to come home when it's master doesn't even live there anymore... and neglected it from the start anyway. I don't leave my computers side "just in case" he decides to finally talk to me... one of these days.. it's all I do all day. It's what I am doing right now.. waiting in vain for something I know will never happen. Being in love with someone that doesn't give a **** about me. What's the point of getting out of bed? It's not like I have anyone in my life to live for.. not like I have a job or school or anything to do but watch dull movies and wait and wait for a reward that will never come. What's even the point of breathing anymore? Of trying to have a future? Why get out of bed to face a world that judges and hates you? Why even bother anymore? Waking up depresses me.. and going to bed does too because I know that the next day I have to wake up and do it all over again. And sorry for the negativity just... having one of those days. I really wish I could just lay down in a gutter and die right now. But yea anyway.. I know just what you mean.

That guy is a loser. You deserve better.

Devrium · Mar 17, 2010

mrb said:
dont take this the wrong way but if he doesnt care about you , why dont you find someone who does care about you , then your life might be a lot better if you find someone to share the simple things in life with ? sorry just my view , someone who will take you out lol get you out of the house ect ..

because I am a stupid hopeless romantic... and I am not quite ready to give up on the relationship yet. I know it's pointless and hopeless. I mean for starters we are just in completely different stages of life. I have gone through school already... I am ready for a family.. to settle down and have a life. And he.. is only in his second year of college, still finding himself. Far from being ready to get married and start a family. I know I shouldn't wait for him.. and like I said before I am just too old to be playing these relationship games. I need someone serious and more mature.. someone, as you said, that does care about me and will take me out of the house... that actually gives a **** I exist.. I wish with all my heart I could just forget him and move on.. that I wasn't so retarded about relationships... I want more than anything to find that person... but I mean.. I won't ever around here in this stupid tiny town... and getting out of the house to find someone scares the hell out of me. Though I should have known him and I would have never worked out... I met him on an MMO (and irl too but still)... he's just as immature and avoident as I am... Just... I think part of me still hopes he is the one. I can be such a fool sometimes...ne, most of the time...

El_Pajaro · Mar 17, 2010

I go through that before I go to sleep and when i wake up...

shore_of_glass · Mar 17, 2010

I think about all the **** I did wrong that day, when I go to bed.

I wake up thinking "this is the day I'm gonna be myself, actually talk to people, I might even meet that someone, blah blah" day-dreaming. It always ends up the complete opposite.

EgoZero · Mar 17, 2010

Yeah I lay in bed for some time every morning, but mostly it's just to get a bit more rest and sleep, cause I'm really lazy to get up. My negative thinking begins when I eat breakfast. I sit eating breakfast every morning and think how ****ed up everything is. Not a great start for a day I guess...

mrb · Mar 17, 2010

Devrium said:
because I am a stupid hopeless romantic... and I am not quite ready to give up on the relationship yet. I know it's pointless and hopeless. I mean for starters we are just in completely different stages of life. I have gone through school already... I am ready for a family.. to settle down and have a life. And he.. is only in his second year of college, still finding himself. Far from being ready to get married and start a family. I know I shouldn't wait for him.. and like I said before I am just too old to be playing these relationship games. I need someone serious and more mature.. someone, as you said, that does care about me and will take me out of the house... that actually gives a **** I exist.. I wish with all my heart I could just forget him and move on.. that I wasn't so retarded about relationships... I want more than anything to find that person... but I mean.. I won't ever around here in this stupid tiny town... and getting out of the house to find someone scares the hell out of me. Though I should have known him and I would have never worked out... I met him on an MMO (and irl too but still)... he's just as immature and avoident as I am... Just... I think part of me still hopes he is the one. I can be such a fool sometimes...ne, most of the time...

hmmm you really shouldnt be so hard on yourself lol you seem very intelligent to me .... i really do hope things work out for you in life and you find that nice someone to be with ...... and your not a fool , were all fools when it comes to relationships sometimes .........

Dionysus · Mar 17, 2010

lol the majority of panic attacks I have are when i wake up and realize im still alive - _ - Its like I plot out my day before I even get out of bed. Analyze everything, if I don't analyze something I feel unprepared. The biggest problem for me is the thinking, im way too introspective and it creates this..barrier or wall that I just cant seem to WILL myself through, and sometimes I just kinda stand or sit there staring off getting lost in the labyrinth that is my mind.

FOR REAL · Mar 17, 2010

Dionysus said:
the majority of panic attacks I have are when i wake up and realize im still alive

aye totally, thats the same with me. its really frightening isnt it!

Dionysus · Mar 17, 2010

FOR REAL said:
aye totally, thats the same with me. its really frightening isnt it!

Yeah it is, I think its because sleep is really the only relief I get , and i've become like addicted to it, so when I wake up its like "aww ****..now i gotta deal with it.." But I guess when you run from ur problems they just get bigger.

FOR REAL · Mar 17, 2010

Dionysus said:
Yeah it is, I think its because sleep is really the only relief I get , and i've become like addicted to it, so when I wake up its like "aww ****..now i gotta deal with it.." But I guess when you run from ur problems they just get bigger.

aye, in my experience, the worst thing i can do sometimes is lie in bed when im wide awake, but i have to force myself to think positively for reasons to get out of bed

Dionysus · Mar 17, 2010

A quote that really helps me is this simple little saying - "Don't think, just do."
Sometimes when I even dont feel like doing something I force myself anyway (and yes I DO know how hard that is =P) and im usually surprised at myself. But then after awhile it fades and Im just like "wtf, that was pointless, everything is pointless, were all just gonna die anyway. Why put myself through **** in the process?" But thats a stupid glass half empty kinda thought that only makes me feel good because I feel like im proven right, that the world is ****ty and value-less. But then my reason kicks in and I realize I have 2 choices : either fight the stream of experiences of my life, or just go with the flow and try to see the good in whatever happens.

Scooter · Mar 18, 2010

I have to get up & get moving b4 my brain has a chance to get into gear

Damaged · Mar 18, 2010

I used to be really bad at getting up in the mornings id just lay there in my mess and be depressed but in Feb i got myself a running machine, and that gets me out of bed in the morning as i've read stuff about exercise helping panic attacks, anxiety and making you feel more relaxed and happy (endorphins). So i feel a huge burst of energy.

Although this week i havent been sleeping so well, maybe 2 hours out of 24 hour day. But im not tired :\

worrywort · Mar 18, 2010

My personal motto is, never make big decisions within 15 minutes of waking up! Molehills seem like mountains when you're in that state.

apollo · Mar 18, 2010

My life is so dull at the moment that there is no reason for me to get up. I only get up if I am working. If there is something dreadful I have to do that day I'll just lie there thinking that I would rather not. And this makes it all worse because I end up running around, skipping breakfast and looking/feeling unprepepared to face things.

This all makes me feel like such a loser.

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