froghat
Well-known member
worse. I come from a conservative family and my parents are very anti sex before marriage. I guess that's good in a way, but when I went through puberty and even now I feel like anything sexual I do is like a crime and I fear people can see through my eyes what I've been doing. I'm guessing that's why I struggle so much with eye contact. I believe this because whenever I masturbate, the rest of the day I feel very nervous and have even a worse time looking people in the eyes. I'm starting to think I should just totally stop doing it, so I don't feel this guilt that leads to anxiety anymore. What do you guys think? Am I talking nonsense here or is this a possiblilty. Anyone experience this before? Thanks for listening and sorry for the awkward subject. lol