People seem to think I'm pretending that I hate every aspect of myself for some reason... but yes-- I have low self esteem and I always have. Dispite my parents being very supportive in everything I've wanted to do--- being a target of bullying since I started interacting with other children as a toddler really messed up my self image.
I automatically class myself as fat, ugly, stupid, worthless because I was told for so long that I was all of those things. I look in the mirror and feel disgust at the person that I see - at myself. I really make myself feel sick and upset by how ****ty of a person I am.
Can't take a compliment seriously, can't really believe that anything a person says about me might be true.
I guess I'm probably quite close to having body dysmorphic disorder?
I wouldn't even go so far as to think that though... because I'm sure that everything I think about myself must be true and has to be what everyone else sees and thinks about me.
very low self esteem. always. BUT even 'ugly', 'fat', 'stupid', 'worthless' people can become successful. just not me.
