CosmicNeurotica
Banned
Or I should say the people you socialize with. I find myself doing this. Since I'm so obsessed with what I'm doing, how I look, what the right thing to say is, anytime I am able to say things on a whim I realize I'm acting like the person I'm talking to.
Man it's just so hard sometimes (well all the time) to be me. I don't even think I know what that means. I know who I am in my mind, but I don't think others perceive me that way. In fact I know they don't, because as I project myself, I can see myself acting the way I do. And the way I act isn't really who I am.
I end up observing everything, and then when it's my turn to enter the world, I tense up and become something I'm not.
Do you ever find it just almost impossible to act yourself?
Man it's just so hard sometimes (well all the time) to be me. I don't even think I know what that means. I know who I am in my mind, but I don't think others perceive me that way. In fact I know they don't, because as I project myself, I can see myself acting the way I do. And the way I act isn't really who I am.
I end up observing everything, and then when it's my turn to enter the world, I tense up and become something I'm not.
Do you ever find it just almost impossible to act yourself?