been so long

i have no more friends except for a childhood friend who lives in another city and we message each other from time to time. life became too much for me after constant "downs". afraid of getting hurt and being left alone. business and home are the only places i go to. been living like this for 3 years and im tired. not living life at all and being dependent on alcohol is not helping. if anyone out there can relate let me know.
 
i posted on the wrong forum..suppose to be on depression, apologize. in case any of you are wondering why i did not type my daily problems, you already know what i go through everyday.
 
I can relate, except for the alcohol part. I wish I could rely on alcohol, but it gives me migraines.
Have you tried any Antidepressants? They don't work for everybody but would be worth trying, even if to give you some hope of some possible relief from the daily suffering that is living with depression.
 
yes but i stopped taking my meds 2 years ago. no focus when i was under medication, just did not understand what i was doing when i was working. when its work related i can function but the rest of me? gone. i get scared, lonely, bored, and thoughts full of regrets...this is when i drink.
 
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