back again help

mfs

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Hi everyone well as u might now ive suffered from thoughts i was going crazy going to be a murderer pervert and/or pedophile. Recently i've been going to cbt and on prozac... believe it or not they both help somewhat i dont obsess nearly as much and therapy is teaching me to not ruminate and accept thoughts i have and the possibility that any of my thoughts could be true... for awhile i was feeling better and i sort of still am obsessing less... but im 18 and i have never had a relationship with anyone romantically and lately i've found a few of my male and female friends attractive and this made me feel like a pervert and slowly i started feeling like im a bad person and intrinsically perverted... I've always had a teacher/student fantasy (which i see on porn alot) but i for some reason had a desire to talk dirty with a girl my age (this makes me feel perverted) idk if im normal or not help
 
hello .. i could relate to some of what you ve said esp.. the student/teacher fantasy relationship.. well it actually happened with a classmate who accomplished such a feat.. i also have been suffering with HOCD in the last couple yrs.. and like u i didnt have my 1st relationship until early 20's... well your circumstances and mine could be similar ..as a child i was somewhat sheltered and SHY...i immediately started to go to church when i left secondary school/highschool. i attended an all-boys school.. so being a serious christian at the time prevented me from exploring in immorality.. so there are plenty christian men who never had a dirty conversa with a lady their age too.. YOU ON THE RIGHT PATH OF STOP RUMINATING OVER THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS... KEEP IT UP AND U REMINDED ME I SHOULD STAY ON THAT PATH TOO.. i need to go on meds so u are having success with it and thats good news.. so allow TIME,PATIENCE , DISCIPLINE..[ these are the 3 great levellers in life ] and it will be find..perhaps repeat this words if u are spiritual.. THIS IS THE DAY WHICH THE LORD HAS MADE .. I WILL REJOICE AND BE GLAD IN IT.. say ..."today is going to be my best day EVER.." SPEAK THE BLESSINGS.. POSITIVE THINKING...
 
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