Hi everyone well as u might now ive suffered from thoughts i was going crazy going to be a murderer pervert and/or pedophile. Recently i've been going to cbt and on prozac... believe it or not they both help somewhat i dont obsess nearly as much and therapy is teaching me to not ruminate and accept thoughts i have and the possibility that any of my thoughts could be true... for awhile i was feeling better and i sort of still am obsessing less... but im 18 and i have never had a relationship with anyone romantically and lately i've found a few of my male and female friends attractive and this made me feel like a pervert and slowly i started feeling like im a bad person and intrinsically perverted... I've always had a teacher/student fantasy (which i see on porn alot) but i for some reason had a desire to talk dirty with a girl my age (this makes me feel perverted) idk if im normal or not help