Well at this stage it's not a crush or even infatuation, i don't think. And i might be barking up the wrong tree entirely. But there's this girl who works in the supermarket where i get my groceries, and i regard her as quite attractive (actually she reminds me of this famous tennis player elina vesnina, whom i've always liked the look of, and have seen her in the flesh once, playing tennis). And i love her beautiful long straight hair (esp when it's down). So it seems to be just a physical attraction (on my part). But she has on occasion flashed her lovely smile at me (it felt "above and beyond" what her job entails). And once she entered the store, and i happened to be nearby, and we made somewhat long-drawn-out eye-contact - not really sure what that's about. Who knows?
But as with all things women (& me), it's endlessly complicated. I'll say no more, but refer you to my recent thread --> This is why people stay single