Agent_Violet
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I realized during my mini break that I'm sick of pretending I'm like everyone else. I'm tired of forcing myself to be cheery,smiley,social,etc...
I was at a music festival and everyone around me was so free with themselves...they danced like no one was watching and seemed to be having such an amazing time with their friends.
The only way I was able to let go was to smoke a LOT of weed. And even then I was still somewhat self conscious and on the verge of a panic attack.
disappointed in myself. I was doing SO well but as it turns out I was just pretending to be better I guess. Faking it til i was making it.
The guy i'm seeing is completely anti-social and shy. But he's that way and just doesn't care what anyone thinks or says about him. He was dancing like he was alone out there and had a smile on his face the whole time. Someone insulted the band logo on the shirt he was wearing and he just smiled and kept right on moving.
I wish I could be that way.
I was at a music festival and everyone around me was so free with themselves...they danced like no one was watching and seemed to be having such an amazing time with their friends.
The only way I was able to let go was to smoke a LOT of weed. And even then I was still somewhat self conscious and on the verge of a panic attack.
disappointed in myself. I was doing SO well but as it turns out I was just pretending to be better I guess. Faking it til i was making it.
The guy i'm seeing is completely anti-social and shy. But he's that way and just doesn't care what anyone thinks or says about him. He was dancing like he was alone out there and had a smile on his face the whole time. Someone insulted the band logo on the shirt he was wearing and he just smiled and kept right on moving.
I wish I could be that way.