gustavofring
Well-known member
I won't go into detail here, but I've pretty much hit the bottom of the barrel.
I feel in the past weeks I've completely lost control of my life. There are people around me (organisations, family) who want to help me and say you have to do this and that, but I feel paralyzed because it's overwhelming and I don't know where to begin. I hate it being vulnerable, dependent, and I feel ashamed and fearful and because of that I've been in denial of my situation for very long. I didn't take responsibility for my life and it has gone un-checked for very long. My financial situation has escalated to severe proportions. But I need help, both financial and psychological, there's no getting around it, if I am to rebuild my life.
There's many things that need to be done, but I feel at least I've woken up from my deep slumber. I've finally reached out to people and they are willing to help me. Maybe this needed to happen.
I feel in the past weeks I've completely lost control of my life. There are people around me (organisations, family) who want to help me and say you have to do this and that, but I feel paralyzed because it's overwhelming and I don't know where to begin. I hate it being vulnerable, dependent, and I feel ashamed and fearful and because of that I've been in denial of my situation for very long. I didn't take responsibility for my life and it has gone un-checked for very long. My financial situation has escalated to severe proportions. But I need help, both financial and psychological, there's no getting around it, if I am to rebuild my life.
There's many things that need to be done, but I feel at least I've woken up from my deep slumber. I've finally reached out to people and they are willing to help me. Maybe this needed to happen.