dannyboy65
Well-known member
I guess to start this thread I will say I am under a lot of stress. I'm in a program that has about 2 tests a week and at least 1 assignment. Another thing is I want to be friends with my classmates, yet I feel like none of them have any interest in me. I know it isn't high school anymore, I've been out of that for years now. It's just I see them getting all along and socializing all the time. Yet when I try to put in an input the conversation stops and they don't acknowledge me. I just want to get a long with them. I be myself but I think that they find me creepy. In fact it hurts a lot just thinking that but that's the vibes I get off them and it really hurts me. I already had 13 years straight of bullying and being ignored, I don't want to do another one. What scares me more is what if all RCW's are like this. My main focus is my resident and I'm happy with them it's just I want to get a long with my co-workers too. I don't know I don't want to sound needy.