giveme5
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I can be witty, i can be fun, i can be humourous, most of the time......but ONLY among my closest bunch of friends. Other wise.....I'm like a plain plain boring girl.
its sad.
I stay in a residential college, and we always have meals together in these tables that sit up to 8 people. I always find difficulty in maintaing or sometimes starting a conversation with my fellow house mates. Sometimes, i feel soooo stupid for just sitting there without saying a word while everyone else is having fun and joking around. Sometimes, i think of things to say in my head, but it never comes out of my mouth. I hate being so silent, but there is something that prevents me from feely expressing myself. And when i do try to say something, its always stupid, and no one ever replies or supports my comment. They probably think that i am a loser or a very boring person or someone that lacks the personality. its just sucks esp since i have to admit that after 1 month there, i havent made any close friends. Im just worried because my friends back home don't really know that i have a problem making friends or being sociable. they all think that im this easy going person, because thats how ive always been with them! I dont knowwww why this has happened to me. its as though ive lost all ability in making friends. or speaking or conversing altogether!
im just worried, that when they do come here and realize that i havent made any friends, its going to be embarassing!
baahh. this social problem/shyness thing has been affecting my sch work...and ive not been following my lectures or tutorials. its that bad.
oh well..im just going to take a nap now..and try to be positive the moment i wake.
hopefully, id have some useful comments from the wonderful ppl here to help me in having good conversations. although, i know its something that you can't just learn ......
oh well...enough blabbering....cya!
its sad.
I stay in a residential college, and we always have meals together in these tables that sit up to 8 people. I always find difficulty in maintaing or sometimes starting a conversation with my fellow house mates. Sometimes, i feel soooo stupid for just sitting there without saying a word while everyone else is having fun and joking around. Sometimes, i think of things to say in my head, but it never comes out of my mouth. I hate being so silent, but there is something that prevents me from feely expressing myself. And when i do try to say something, its always stupid, and no one ever replies or supports my comment. They probably think that i am a loser or a very boring person or someone that lacks the personality. its just sucks esp since i have to admit that after 1 month there, i havent made any close friends. Im just worried because my friends back home don't really know that i have a problem making friends or being sociable. they all think that im this easy going person, because thats how ive always been with them! I dont knowwww why this has happened to me. its as though ive lost all ability in making friends. or speaking or conversing altogether!
im just worried, that when they do come here and realize that i havent made any friends, its going to be embarassing!
baahh. this social problem/shyness thing has been affecting my sch work...and ive not been following my lectures or tutorials. its that bad.
oh well..im just going to take a nap now..and try to be positive the moment i wake.
hopefully, id have some useful comments from the wonderful ppl here to help me in having good conversations. although, i know its something that you can't just learn ......
oh well...enough blabbering....cya!