DanTricky81
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What i have is not behavioral OCD, nor ritualistic OCD. it's mental, thinking and obsessing over numbers. I remember when i was young, for some reason I had the number 3 in my head, the number would spring into my mind every 10-15-20secs etc etc, day and night, I couldn't concentrate, became anxious, lost interest in activities, it just totured my mind. Now its happening again 14 years later, but worse, its every number i think of now, (not just 3) stinks in my mind and i think it compulsively every 10-15-30-40 seconds day afternoon and night. My mind goes passive, then the next thought in my head? The number.. It just never stops... I cant have peace of mind whilst this is happening, and is affecting my life... It causes panic,anxiety attack, lack of concentration, hopeless, worry, fear and worst of suicidal ideation. Is there anyone out there who has had a similiar problem? Anyone who can help please???