SadAngelOfLove
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I don't know where to being this story. I've grown up abut since I've dealt with my first ex. This time I waited until I found the right person and I talked to him everyday and loved him more than anything. I will call him T. So I've used a website before and met my ex there, wanted to give up but found T on there. I fell very much in love with him. I was happy everyday being able to talk to someone who understood me and I got him to open up for the first time to anyone. We Skyped for so many hours everyday. I think of him well I thought as a soulmate.after we met in real life since we only live 30 minutes away or so, we never wanted to be apart so we always spent time together wether it be online or in real life everyday. He was always there for me like a prince. I was his little princess. He bought me a lot of expensive things even though I told him it was okay. I know he loved me so much. I had to leave home though. I was tired of being around my parents. I cried and felt suicidal all the time there. T would come over sometimes and help until I got to the point where I felt more comfortable living and being alone in the dark at night because I knew I always had him to talk to. Well after we moved in last month is when things went down betweetn us. We only were together for 6 months when we moved in. My mom rushed the date and wanted me to leave since she has to sell her house. We were planning to move a few months later. When we moved I kept yelling at him and was stressed about things since I've never done this before. It got to the point. Where I felt suicidal because he kept telling me he would leave if I didn't stop going on the internet. He found out that I had a little problem with stalking people online from my past and still thinks I was talking to my abusive ex even though I showed him proof, I hadn't talked to my ex since before I met T. And I don't want to talk to that ex. Well so I stopped cooking and cleaning for a whisk from being depressed. My landlord tried threatening us to kick us out. She did it so we could start cleaning again she wasn't trying to make us leave but it was a tactic to scare us. So istartwd cleaning again and cooking meals for him everyday. I changed for us to be together still. I did what he wanted me to do and found a job there and went to consoling. Then yesterday he threatens to leave again. Insulted me in front of people and lied to me all day. He was online tlajing to someone he doesn't really know anymore and lives in a different country now, he told me it was a work friend. I knew he was talking to her I'm not dumb.he never has lied to me before. I felt so hurt. He told her I was his ex girlfriend and that I was crazy. I had a concussion after trying to look for him outside and didn't remember who he was. During me being in pain he still was talking to her. Idk why he wanted to leave me, he says he loves me and wanted to so we could be together..