Quietguy11
Well-known member
Hey guys, I'm back, but this time it's not to talk about how much progression I've been making. Some of my Schizophrenia feelings have come back sadly and I fear that all the progression I've made was for nothing. Here are some of the symptoms I'm talking about: Fear of speaking, fear of interacting with others, fear of locking eyes with another person (fear of eye contact), and paranoid thoughts (such as the thought of my family judging me and picking up on nasty vibes.)
I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia from a psychiatrist who I've been seeing for over two years now. These symptoms are very real to me. They usually occur at night, but they can be pretty bad during the day as well. Living with this chronic mental illness has really destroyed a lot of my happiness and desire to live. It would be okay if it was something that I could overcome, but the condition is permanent in that I will probably live with Schizophrenia for the rest of my life. Medication has helped to some degree, and I've seen some good days, but since last week the symptoms have come back, and they've been pretty bad this time around.
I just want to apologize for my arrogance, for praising myself when I started to feel better while there are many people who only wish they could see some light at the end of the tunnel. I will never push medication on anyone else as long as I live. The truth is, it works, but there are other ways to cope with psychological disorders.
So for the time being I am back... again.
I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia from a psychiatrist who I've been seeing for over two years now. These symptoms are very real to me. They usually occur at night, but they can be pretty bad during the day as well. Living with this chronic mental illness has really destroyed a lot of my happiness and desire to live. It would be okay if it was something that I could overcome, but the condition is permanent in that I will probably live with Schizophrenia for the rest of my life. Medication has helped to some degree, and I've seen some good days, but since last week the symptoms have come back, and they've been pretty bad this time around.
I just want to apologize for my arrogance, for praising myself when I started to feel better while there are many people who only wish they could see some light at the end of the tunnel. I will never push medication on anyone else as long as I live. The truth is, it works, but there are other ways to cope with psychological disorders.
So for the time being I am back... again.