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  1. de-vin

    Anyone feel medication is is a vicious circle?

    i've tried so many meds and I found some that work, but they all have shitty side effects such as weight gain or sexual problems....and it seems im equally fucked with or without them and no matter which im on....basically I am fucked I soppose....anyway who else is in this vicious circle?
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    Brain Fog/Numb

    I was diagnosed with OCD and depression a year ago and have been prescribed numerous anti-depressant meds. And since my thoughts have been jumbled, my memory is bad and my feelings change and are numb often. Has anyone else experienced this while taking anti-depressants...particularly Anafranil...
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    Obsession with extraterrestrials and UFOs....

    For a week now i've been thinking constantly about Ufology and abductions. The fact that we have all these photographs and personal stories of sightings and abductions is too much for me to ignore, the fact that they could be true changes my outlook on life. Im on Anafranil for OCD and it...
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    Life...its a game....literally

    Im 18-Im agnostic, I used to be Christian and I lost my religion almost 4 years ago. And with no god and none of my questions answered I have no motivation to go to college, get a job. I wonder why live life, we are basically just organisms on a planet who have gained intelligence and created a...
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    Side Effect Troubles

    I've been prescribed anafranil for OCD and anxiety...beforehand i read the side effects and one that bothered me was sexual impotence in men. Well sure enough when i got on them it happend. I can have sex but I can't reach an orgasm and my sexual arousal has decreased...this is puting a horrible...
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    Worrys about relationship

    Hey guys see if you can me out here...Im dating this girl, i really do love her...i have Relationship OCD at the moment about it tho...anyway I have this old friend, for some reason lately I have felt strong feelings for her sexually and emotionally...i don't like having them i feel like im...
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    Anafranil information/opinions?

    My doctor prescribed me Anafranil today and im just wondering, from your experiences, if it works well for OCD and Anxiety; and side effects as well. I'd appreciate some opinions. Thanks -Devin-
  8. de-vin

    Anxiety and Bad Aura

    Occassionally when I have a small anxiety attack, i commonly feel confused, down and unmotivated, but also everything around me starts to look dark and I feel this bad aura, like im in a bad dream...do any of you feel this way?
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    Eyes Have Opened

    one of my English teachers once said "your poems are shot and sweet", thats very true. Anyway feel free to state your thoughts. Eyes Have Opened Deperate misty morning clouds whats the meaning of it all? open eyes into this world whats your meaning of it all? I don't see anyone else around...
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    Tell about you Realtionship OCD

    I know a lot of people with OCD have the realtionship type. If you have this kind what sort of things do you obsess about?
  11. de-vin

    Existential angst/Human free will?

    I have OCD and for a while now i've been obsessed with thinking about human existance and whether or not we have free will...I've read lots of philosophy, and it discusses human free will, whether or not we are just a thought...this stuff bothers me and it makes me look at my life so...
  12. de-vin

    extential angst/free will

    I have OCD and for a while now i've been obsessed with thinking about human existance and whether or not we have free will...I've read lots of philosophy, and it discusses human free will, whether or not we are just a thought...this stuff bothers me and it makes me look at my life so...
  13. de-vin

    Existential Anxiety/obsession

    I have OCD, and for a while now i've been obsessed with thinking about human existance, space and theories. The thing is I start thinking about the universe being infinate and whats after the universe what is behind it all . Therefore I feel very introspective and so aware of my death and...
  14. de-vin

    Derealization

    I've had derealization as long as I can remember, does anyone else have it a lot?
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    Marijuana/OCD

    I've heard people say that after they smoke marijuana their depersonalization(DP) gets bad. I've been smoking it on occasion for two years, but this summer after I smoke it my OCD and DP gets really bad and freaks me out. The OCD and DP stays really bad for three days gradually getting...
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    Existential thoughts/reality

    Something that confuses me is that once i control one obsessive thought. another pops up. Last week it was the fear that I'd loose control and hurt someone. This week I feel out of reality, sort of feel like I don't exist..I know I do, but its like I keep questioning everything and I think a lot...
  17. de-vin

    Free Verse Poem

    don't read to deeply into this, I basically wrote down what thoughts I had at that particular moment with a bit of symbolic structure...let me know ur thoughts... The fog on the hills makes me feel so misty i had to say to myself I miss the past where I never lived being nice sometimes ends...
  18. de-vin

    Imipramine helped me...

    I once had crippling agoraphobia and panic-disorder...I finally build enough strength to go to a psychiatrist and got prescribed Imipramine...the first three months have side effects(sweating, dry mouth and brain fog)...but if you can tough that out it could help...I can go anywhere now with ease...
  19. de-vin

    Quote I Wrote...tell me what you think

    "If the strings that bind you fall apart, pick up your heart and run" :?:
  20. de-vin

    Has anyone done this...

    Im wondering if there is someone diagnosed with OCD that experiences this.... :? I've had intrusive thoughts of violent images, existential thoughts and doubt...but for a while i've been experiencing something new...for example: I know im not a bad person and im not violent. But its like...
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