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    A funeral I missed and regretted

    I watched them file in- all sad-faced, teary eyes, heads bowed, and clad in black. Dutiful insects, bearing a weight too heavy too carry, too dark to understand. The old church doors closed and I was where I wanted to be. Alone...outside. Now the tears came, soothing tears that I know won't...
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    Asking for help

    I've decided tonight that I'm going to go and see a psychologist or therapist as soon as I can. I've always avoided this step in the past because I told myself that I could help myself, that life would change in the future, but mostly because I'm terrified that they'll tell me that it I don't...
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    Expressionless

    Hi. I want to know if anyone has experienced this problem, and whether they think its a physical or psychological/behaviour issue. Whether it has a name. I've always had depression and social anxiety. My main problem though (its the thing that people always comment or joke about) is that I have...
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    Birthday Blues

    Hello Just discovered this website and have to say that I've found the stories I've read to be both moving and illuminating. Please bear with my long ramblings as this is unplanned and likely to be very long (why do anything half-heartedly I figure). Please don't be too harsh as I've never put...
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