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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
i might be - fingers-crossed - going to stay at my oldest sister's for a few days. Thank you... Gawd!! :praying:
Well, my mum's okay with the idea, don't know how my sisters will take it? :question: More specifically, the middle sister. :eek:
I'm bracing myself for a very angry, sweary confrontation. Which seems to be the middle sister's means of conflict resolution. :thumbdown:
 
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MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

Well-known member
Pacific_Loner said:
I need a friend who knows something about 12V batteries, alternators and stuff

But I'm too lazy to make one and it wouldn't feel honest.
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I need a friend with a truck. I am in the same boat. It would require me to go to a bar and look for people with trucks, that feels weird...
I used to live in the land of trucks. Now it's all Prius and electric cars.
 
JK17

JK17

Member
Graeme1988 said:
Firstly, hello - welcome to the forum. :greeting:

Secondly, I can very much related, having been born with a physical and learning disability. Growing in a dysfunctional family, and raised by my mum who was, and still is, deeply religious. And a militant feminists who hates all men, except me her only son. Yeah, trying and make sense of that one. :confused:

So, I also feel stuck, since my family are constantly fighting amongst themselves. But, too them, there's no link between that and me feeling depressed and anxious. :kickingmyself: And when I try to calm things, that just make everything worse. :sad: Similarly I wish I had someone to comfort me as well.
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Thanks for the welcome!

Gah! Your mother says things like I hate all men, yet she has a son? o_O
Yep, when I tried to step in and "fix" things the atmosphere around the house only got worse. Thankfully it's just my parents, but they make enough hell I wish I never existed...
I'm sorry for your situation and I hope things will change for you. No one deserves to be alone! No one like us!
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
JK17 said:
Gah! Your mother says things like I hate all men, yet she has a son? o_O
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Yeah, I know I've been trying to make sense of that for the past 15 years. But, the irony of that is totally lost on her. :eek:h:
I've came to conclusion that my mother must've actually wanted 3 daughters, which would explain why I'm rarely treated like a son.

JK17 said:
Yep, when I tried to step in and "fix" things the atmosphere around the house only got worse. Thankfully it's just my parents, but they make enough hell I wish I never existed...
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It's exactly the same for me, except I've got 3 women to deal with. And feminist women at that, who resort to childish, teenage pettyness when they start arguing. And don't take to well to someone actually pointing out that shouting won't resolve anything, but my insights always fall on deaf ears. Then they have the nerve to come to you, about a day later, and go: "Sorry..." :kickingmyself:

So, just be thankful you've only got parents to dealing with. Because trying to fix and keep the peace amoungst 3 women who all insist they're right, and if ya don't agree... Brace yersel' for a tsunami wave of verbal abuse. :eek:

Cuz I've gotta got dual role of being a brother, son and a man of the house. In other words, I'm a surrogate father and husband to them. Yet - beside the man-hating tangents - there's further irony, in that, my mum and older sisters constantly state how highly they think of, and how much they admire me. But, sadly, they have little to no respect for me. :idontknow:
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
JK17 said:
I'm sorry for your situation and I hope things will change for you. No one deserves to be alone! No one like us!
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Don't feel too sorry for me, huh? Things are changing for me, slowly but surely. :D I've learn within the past year how driven and persistent I actually am. Still struggling with the whole self-confidence and believing in myself, though. As I'm always doubting and second-guessing myself: :sad:
 
Pacific_Loner

Pacific_Loner

Pirate from the North Pole
MollyBeGood said:
I need a friend with a truck. I am in the same boat. It would require me to go to a bar and look for people with trucks, that feels weird...
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I know 2-3 people who do that like it's the most natural thing in the world, trying to befriend specific people for what they can be used for, I can't do that, it just feels wrong
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Told my 2 and a half year old niece to f*ck off yesterday. :eek:mg: Well, I muttered those words under my breathe, because she was telling off for being in the bathroom getting a shave. :kickingmyself: Telling me to get out, the bossy lil bitch! :thumbdown:
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Is it wrong to take yer own life if you're doing so to escape a situation you aren't allowed to leave willingly? :thinking:
Feel like I'm being held captive by my own family here. :sad: :crying:

Edit: Just been thinking about this, but don't if it's true or something I was told:

Can the people you surround yourself with affect yer mental and physical health. Like if yer always around folk who are confrontational n' angry, or folk who constantly complain and are generally negative? Or is that just a lotta nonsense? :question:
 
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FountainandFairfax

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
Augmented Reality Sandbox:

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AtTheGates

AtTheGates

Banned
cants sleep...again.


anyway, iv been too negative lately ..maybe too cynical.



something I just thought of though: I think sometimes statistics show you the way things ARE in the world...like "according to the stats, this sh*t sucks"..lol..
.....but then its up to YOU to try and change that statistic for the better...


statistics piss me off sometimes tbh..
 
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