theslowesthand
Banned
It's a hard life when you're loving but ugly. :sad:
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'll try and keep that in mind, as far as being well goes. Gonnae be difficult, mind you. Since it's always me who is made-out to be bad guy most of the time. It's not easy being blamed for someone else's faults. :thumbdown:
Same here, mate. Even though most probably wouldn't consider me ugly - but that's BDD for ya. Though, I've got a disability to contend with - so it's not like I've got it any easier, myself. :sad:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
It's difficult trying fit in socially when ya standout so much from those around you. :sad:
theslowesthand
Banned
It's nigh upon impossible, mate. :kickingmyself:
MollyBeGood
Well-known member
I am not a huge fan of Joni Mitchell's music, though her lyrics are very good-I do really like her and respect her very much as a person after I watched an interview with her. She's a better artist than a musician imo, she paints amazing landscapes. Also, she speaks the truth about society more poetically and intelligently than anyone I have ever heard.
She's a massive recluse too which makes her my hero.
She's a massive recluse too which makes her my hero.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm a broken man. There, ah f**kin' said it. I'm miserable as f**k. :crying: Yay! You win, family!
It's always my fault. I'm always the bad guy, just like ma dad. The cold, inconsiderate, selfish b@$%@*! Or so I keep getting told, anyway.
Must be true then, huh? :sad:
It's always my fault. I'm always the bad guy, just like ma dad. The cold, inconsiderate, selfish b@$%@*! Or so I keep getting told, anyway.
Must be true then, huh? :sad:
She exists to me now as memories and a selection of vestigial entries on contact lists. Entries that I can only assume will never say "Online" again.
Someday I'll accept this, and I'll move on.
Someday I'll accept this, and I'll move on.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
That's tough sledding; I wish you the best.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Hey! Long time no see. Welcome back, Hoppy. :greeting:
Not a bad idea, making the best of what you've got available. :thumbup:
Though, what you said, just reinforcing why I decided to keep my old laptop when I bought a newer one.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm really scared for my future. I'm probably going to die of Alzheimer's or some type of dementia. :sad: Given how much information my brain has process at any one time. It's overwhelming, really. Stressful, even.
Since it's always down to me to remember things; beit: Being aware of posture and gait whilist walking - something that takes more focus when yer disabled. Or some trival info; what I said in a previous conversation, etc. Or more over, it's me correcting my own mother when she mispronounces a word or she'll feign being dumb and pretends not to know the words she's trying to say. Then she'll get irritiated by my correcting her, half-jokingly, half genuinely pissed off. :kickingmyself:
It's just frustrates me, because I'm not nearly as educated or as sophisticated as I might first appear to be. :sad:
Since it's always down to me to remember things; beit: Being aware of posture and gait whilist walking - something that takes more focus when yer disabled. Or some trival info; what I said in a previous conversation, etc. Or more over, it's me correcting my own mother when she mispronounces a word or she'll feign being dumb and pretends not to know the words she's trying to say. Then she'll get irritiated by my correcting her, half-jokingly, half genuinely pissed off. :kickingmyself:
It's just frustrates me, because I'm not nearly as educated or as sophisticated as I might first appear to be. :sad:
AtTheGates
Banned
I'm nervous but also excited to start this new job in february but right now I just have idle hands.
..and it doesnt help AT all that I miss my friend so much.. I know she's busy but I don't see why she can't just contact me a couple times a week at LEAST. There was no good reason for her to write me off COMPLETELY...at the beginning of the month she would call me almost everyday after work and then it seems like in the blink of an eye it all just changed.
Sometimes I wish I could forget about her, the way she has obviously forgotten about ME.....but then I listen to one of the voicemails she had sent me and I just want more than anything to be friends with her again..
..and it doesnt help AT all that I miss my friend so much.. I know she's busy but I don't see why she can't just contact me a couple times a week at LEAST. There was no good reason for her to write me off COMPLETELY...at the beginning of the month she would call me almost everyday after work and then it seems like in the blink of an eye it all just changed.
Sometimes I wish I could forget about her, the way she has obviously forgotten about ME.....but then I listen to one of the voicemails she had sent me and I just want more than anything to be friends with her again..
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Kiwong
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Good to hear from you again, Hoppy, hope things are OK despite being broke.
theslowesthand
Banned
You got KICKED IN THE GUTS mate, and it's gonna take a while to get your breath back. I'd probably react in the same way, or worse. That's why i tend to avoid personal dealings with people in general.
theslowesthand
Banned
Some things will never change, nor can they ever.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
theslowesthand
Banned
I'm not being sarcastic when i say that i really do agree.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
As if I need yet another reason to despise the wee town in which ah live.mg:
mg:Hot_Tamale
Well-known member
The world is a sick place, people can be a cancer to themselves and those around them..I would rather stick out like I do now but I also want the benefits that come with being a regular, functioning member of society. Not everyone can have their cake and eat it too.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'd rather be a regular, functioning member of society. I'll take that over always standing out. :sad: