thingsppldontask
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You see, I have been socially awkward all my life and while I am not professionally diagnosed with OCD, I know I have it.
When I was aged 10-15, when I masturbate, I do it straight unto my pants and I threw it into the laundry without cleaning it up.
Now, my parents have been doing the family laundry since the beginning, and they have never really told me to not do it like that until I was around 16.
While I know that there wouldn't be any real hazards from anyone handling my clothes that have traces of semen on it, but whenever I think about this topic I'm mortified at how disgusting I was, and how much trouble I gave my parents.
The thoughts are in my head and I am extremely worried about... I don't even know what. I know that there isn't any hazards from it.
Should I just stop thinking about it? Since my parents never really bothered about it from the start? Should I just move on since it's the thing of the past? Am I obsessing because of my OCD, or are my fears somewhat legitimate?
Thanks for the time.
When I was aged 10-15, when I masturbate, I do it straight unto my pants and I threw it into the laundry without cleaning it up.
Now, my parents have been doing the family laundry since the beginning, and they have never really told me to not do it like that until I was around 16.
While I know that there wouldn't be any real hazards from anyone handling my clothes that have traces of semen on it, but whenever I think about this topic I'm mortified at how disgusting I was, and how much trouble I gave my parents.
The thoughts are in my head and I am extremely worried about... I don't even know what. I know that there isn't any hazards from it.
Should I just stop thinking about it? Since my parents never really bothered about it from the start? Should I just move on since it's the thing of the past? Am I obsessing because of my OCD, or are my fears somewhat legitimate?
Thanks for the time.