frogger, u know this is typical OCD?
it'll be to late if u put urself in an asylum..
I'd say talk with a psych..
my brother had serious issues with giving someone a disease and he kept away.. but he did some results and they came back clean, he is apsoultey fine now(saw his thoughts were irratinal)
me i was a wash-aholic, scared of everyone, that somehthng would ruin me, i took my dirty hands and rubbed them all over my face, im not as kind as u r being worried about other ppl..
so u cant just spend time with children and see nothing will happen cuz u arent under any meds(cuz u would not be this sever if u were) and ud need tp plan it out wiht a psych, but beieve me u can win OCD.. trust me.. i might have had an aodlescne tocd tendencie.. but still OCD is mostly treatable..
CBT.. facing ur fears, then ur brain will see there is nothing to fear about..
if u got under some good meds and a good psychiatrist u could rly get better and see that its just irratinal thinking, it has to do wiht low serootonin levels in ur brain, look it up.. it's a mental disease in which u make irrational thoughts, ur def not a pedophile, would a pedophile give a damn?
and im kinda becomeing agnostic, and a lot of ppl are good ppl w/o god.. it
s kind of the way it needs to be for the world to work..so dont worry about god..
dont even start thinking that u have darained form gods ways cuz u dont believe in him and thats why ur a pedo.. ur not
Question: do u see a kid and then get scareed ll hurt ait and maybe aroused.. cuz pedo's.. there immediately arroused.. u first get the thought u could get arroused, think about it
and dont take other ppl's comments to seriously, ppl dont know what it's like