cjmax
New member
I want to go out, to walk all day, just long walk all day with smile on my face.
Same as it was when I was a small boy.
I would like to have some friend near me so I can tell him that I am so much scared and I feel as a hell.
Now I have the power to go out and to do that, but...
When the morning come and I step near the door, then seems it is ...
Many times I force my self and after some hours walking when I am back at home(?!) I feel like I was having stones on my heart and soul.
Sorry for my English..I am from Germany.
And I have agoraphobia.
Looking for some friends, I am new in this Forum.
CJ :lol:
Same as it was when I was a small boy.
I would like to have some friend near me so I can tell him that I am so much scared and I feel as a hell.
Now I have the power to go out and to do that, but...
When the morning come and I step near the door, then seems it is ...
Many times I force my self and after some hours walking when I am back at home(?!) I feel like I was having stones on my heart and soul.
Sorry for my English..I am from Germany.
And I have agoraphobia.
Looking for some friends, I am new in this Forum.
CJ :lol: