UnbreakableShell
Active member
I don't think it's social phobia, I think it's my self-esteem and self-confidence problems.
I noticed:
1. I am afraid to take responsibility.
2. I didn't care too much about my G-2 license testing.
3. I can't talk to women
4. I can't really talk to my friends when theres women around.
5. Concerning #4 : It's even worst when there are sexy women around.
6. I take minimal work roles at work (even though it's a minimum wage job).
7. I don't even know if my few friends, "are real friends".
8. I sit by myself in the cafeteria lunch room.
9. I go crazy when I have to say something in class. (reading/especially presenting).
10. I don't know what kind of clothes to wear, or where to buy clothes.
11. I honestly think my grades would be a lot higher if I had friends in high school.
12. I can say hi to people, but can't make new friends.
13. I am afraid to go to college.
14. I just can't see myself succeeding, I want to become an electrician, but WTF, I don't even have the confidence to get my G-2 or make new friends, talk to women@?@???!?!?!
15. I am 1 year behind in High School.
16. I don't want to switch schools, I'd rather be a loser in one school than two or three schools....that means MORE people will know I am a loser loner with no friends.
One major problem is that I am the eldest person in the family. My sister is going into grade 9, and I am damn suppose to take care of her and make sure she doesn't get pushed around. NOW WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! How the fuck I am gonna do that if I can't even take care of myself ?!?!
Now my younger brother and sister will soon find out I am a loser.
I noticed:
1. I am afraid to take responsibility.
2. I didn't care too much about my G-2 license testing.
3. I can't talk to women
4. I can't really talk to my friends when theres women around.
5. Concerning #4 : It's even worst when there are sexy women around.
6. I take minimal work roles at work (even though it's a minimum wage job).
7. I don't even know if my few friends, "are real friends".
8. I sit by myself in the cafeteria lunch room.
9. I go crazy when I have to say something in class. (reading/especially presenting).
10. I don't know what kind of clothes to wear, or where to buy clothes.
11. I honestly think my grades would be a lot higher if I had friends in high school.
12. I can say hi to people, but can't make new friends.
13. I am afraid to go to college.
14. I just can't see myself succeeding, I want to become an electrician, but WTF, I don't even have the confidence to get my G-2 or make new friends, talk to women@?@???!?!?!
15. I am 1 year behind in High School.
16. I don't want to switch schools, I'd rather be a loser in one school than two or three schools....that means MORE people will know I am a loser loner with no friends.
One major problem is that I am the eldest person in the family. My sister is going into grade 9, and I am damn suppose to take care of her and make sure she doesn't get pushed around. NOW WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! How the fuck I am gonna do that if I can't even take care of myself ?!?!
Now my younger brother and sister will soon find out I am a loser.