How are you feeling?

grapevine

Well-known member
I'm feeling really cheated and it makes me upset. Had a busy day at work and a sore throat /cold to go with it. Sick of a partner than only cares and can only think and give to himself.
 
Feeling frustrated (& pissed-off) at my almost-100% lack of women-contact. It's like women don't like me & i'm the biggest loser in the world, amongst the various types of guy losers (my "complete loser" type of loser is not listed as i'm SO BL**DY RARE!!! :veryangry: :mad: ::(:)

And the fact that i've NEVER had even ONE SINGLE DATE, with an ATTROCIOUSLY UGLY woman, let alone sex or a relationship, makes me feel like the BIGGEST LOSER EVER, and a COMPLETELY PATHETIC, 100% F*CK-UP of a human being, like the world's never seen before!!!!!!!!!!! :veryangry:

AT THE GATES (AT WAR WITH REALITY) F*CKING RULZ!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

(gee i'm glad i haven't got a gun, lol)
 
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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Stressed. Suicidal. Want my family outta my life. Trembling with rage. Ready to snap. Afraid that if the latter happens I'll kill someone. ::(: :kickingmyself:
 

TryAgain

Active member
Stressed. Suicidal. Want my family outta my life. Trembling with rage. Ready to snap. Afraid that if the latter happens I'll kill someone. ::(: :kickingmyself:

There is this co-worker of mine whose sheer presence makes me ready to snap. It's my fault since I tried to ignore his constant passive-aggressive comments and let all that negativity pile up. I should have just confronted him when I had the chance, but I convinced myself it wasn't worth it. Nowadays we don't even contact (not even for professional purposes), but I still feel bitter whenever he's around.

I can't imagine what I'd do if I had to live and communicate with someone I felt this way towards.

*Breathe in, breathe out*
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
There is this co-worker of mine whose sheer presence makes me ready to snap. It's my fault since I tried to ignore his constant passive-aggressive comments and let all that negativity pile up. I should have just confronted him when I had the chance, but I convinced myself it wasn't worth it. Nowadays we don't even contact (not even for professional purposes), but I still feel bitter whenever he's around.

I can't imagine what I'd do if I had to live and communicate with someone I felt this way towards.

*Breathe in, breathe out*

I hate passive/agressives with a passion.

If you've got something to say, then man-up and say it. And then the inevitable "What? You're crazy!" reaction when you finally confront them... man, oh man I can't stand that cowardly shit.

If my anxiety-riddled *** can speak-up then you have zero excuse not to.
 
Feeling both lucky and unlucky.

On one hand I am about to start my semester at one of the most prestigious colleges in France, on the other hand, I don't have any girl classmates, we're like 12 students in my class mostly Asian guys, I've made friends with them, but looks like I'll never have a girlfriend that easily.

I dream of that day when I'll tell a girl "I like you, we should be dating", and she'd reply "Ok, why not!".
 
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TryAgain

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And then the inevitable "What? You're crazy!" reaction when you finally confront them... man, oh man I can't stand that cowardly shit.

This is exactly why I avoided confrontation. I'm fine with discussing things/trying to work things out with people I know I can have an honest conversation with, but I highly doubt my co-worker is that kind of person.

I'm not going into details, but I believe I have more than enough reasons not to trust this person and I'm quite confident that all I'd have accomplished in confronting him would be getting angry. On the other hand, it also sucks keeping things in your chest. I guess that's why I vented here.
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
This is exactly why I avoided confrontation. I'm fine with discussing things/trying to work things out with people I know I can have an honest conversation with, but I highly doubt my co-worker is that kind of person.

I'm not going into details, but I believe I have more than enough reasons not to trust this person and I'm quite confident that all I'd have accomplished in confronting him would be getting angry. On the other hand, it also sucks keeping things in your chest. I guess that's why I vented here.

Yeah, you're probably doing the right thing; you can't outdo these types.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I need help!? Aye, cuz I'm not the one making everything about myself and getting mad as f*ck n' shouting whenever someone criticises me. Ya f*ckin' tampon! :thumbdown:
(Stuck-up cu...)
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
There is this co-worker of mine whose sheer presence makes me ready to snap. It's my fault since I tried to ignore his constant passive-aggressive comments and let all that negativity pile up. I should have just confronted him when I had the chance, but I convinced myself it wasn't worth it. Nowadays we don't even contact (not even for professional purposes), but I still feel bitter whenever he's around.

I can't imagine what I'd do if I had to live and communicate with someone I felt this way towards.

*Breathe in, breathe out*

Unfortunately for me, it's my family whom I have this exactly same feeling with. Don't even like being in the same room as them, which is why I keep to myself. Cuz even at the slightest criticism they will all freak the hell out. :eek:h:
 

Hot_Tamale

Well-known member
Feeling frustrated (& pissed-off) at my almost-100% lack of women-contact. It's like women don't like me & i'm the biggest loser in the world, amongst the various types of guy losers (my "complete loser" type of loser is not listed as i'm SO BL**DY RARE!!! :veryangry: :mad: ::(:)

And the fact that i've NEVER had even ONE SINGLE DATE, with an ATTROCIOUSLY UGLY woman, let alone sex or a relationship, makes me feel like the BIGGEST LOSER EVER, and a COMPLETELY PATHETIC, 100% F*CK-UP of a human being, like the world's never seen before!!!!!!!!!!! :veryangry:

AT THE GATES (AT WAR WITH REALITY) F*CKING RULZ!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

(gee i'm glad i haven't got a gun, lol)
I know exactly where you're coming from because I'm in the same situation as you. I'm turning 31 years of age this Sunday (24th), I've never had a date either or an actual relationship. But it's also a good thing because I don't like to be touched by other people, I'm just not comfortable being hugged or held near another human.

At least you haven't been with a girl just because she is using you to make her ex jealous (I haven't but it's a possibility). That's a shitty situation to be in.
 

cappatown420

Well-known member
I feel like my ex technically raped me when we started dating but don't know how I feel about it. Wish I would have done something different.
 

AtTheGates

Banned
im torn between being a somewhat if a hippy and also somewhat of a conservative..

I used to be 100% hippy...and then everyone judged me for it.....EVERYone.
 
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FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
My grandpa wants to go eat somewhere, which is always dicey, especially on Saturday nights.

I dread the thought of bumping into someone I went to school with and playing catch-up. What would I say? "Well, I've been a recluse for the last twenty years and done next-to-nothing with my life..."

Good grief, I know anyone I bump into is going to have their fair share of problems too, but at least they aren't stuck at zero like I am. Their problems will be the result of being able to live like a normal person, acceptable stuff.

Hell and damnation.
 
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