i don't know in what i believe, i try to find something to believe, but i just can't.probably I'm a atheist, but i always wonder, what if hell exists, what if karma really exists, what if afterlife really exists. ill probably never know.
my heroes are these indian gurus, who find their inner peace, were exterior things don't have relevance in their life.
If what Ekhart tolle says is true and possible, then i dream to arrive to that state of happiness like he did. He says he spent 2 years on the streets and sent days sitting on benches in parks and felt inner peace, he is and was illuminated from his soul. the pure state of happiness. that would be my religion