ktea
Well-known member
Ok there has got to be something wrong with me. I'm broken in some form or fashion. The thought of having friends, talking to people about your problems, your feelings, what's bothering you.... really just terrifies me. It's hard for me to express my feelings to anyone. I've never had a close friend before. Actually, I have NO friends AT ALL. I feel annoyed, weird, and uncomfortable in social situations. Whenever someone tries to get to know me, I shut them out and become angry that they are trying to get to know me. And lately this girl from school who I was sort of friends with keeps calling and calling me and I never pick up. I don't know how to make friends or keep friends. The only people I interact with on a daily basis are my mom, my sister, and my brother. Well, not really my brother. He's just.... there.
It's not like I don't want friends. I don't want to be lonely.
It's not like I don't want friends. I don't want to be lonely.