Bo592
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are you wearing a invisible sign ?
Do you guys ever feel like you have an invisible sign on you. That you not aware about that telling everyone around you that you are stupid , lame or mentally disable. will that the way I feel I tried telling myself that it all in my head that I just need to smile more . I keep going on though this world trying to be more positive. But start to suspect that it not all in my head. when I walk in to a public place where I know no one in the building. I see it in their face they will be smiling and being friendly and then when they come to me I get an Ugly look. they don`t know me and they don`t know any of the other that got friendly looks. But why am I the only one that get the ugly look. It feel like I have a sign on that I am not aware about that telling everyone bad stuff about me.
I remember when I was a kid and went to school there was this girl and she would hug all of the other boys but me. She would hug every boy every day of school. I felt jealous of all of the other boys who got a worm and inviting hug every day at school but me. I remember trying to ware stuff that could help me smell nicer and trying to do nice things for her to try and get a hug out of her like all of the other boys got. I just keep feeling bad about my self and asking why me why am I not good enough for one of those hugs. I remember hearing boy complaining about her hugging them made me feel worser because I feel like a hug would have really help me out back then. I remember she got in trouble for hugging boy who had girlfriend. I remember one of the girls even said I was the only one in the whole school who she never hugged. when I grew up I felt myself becoming a bitter and mean man so it was no question then why women did not like me. This was one of the stories that I would tell therapist of the reason why I think I have Social anxiety.
So does anybody else feel like this like you are wearing a invisible sign that tell everyone around you bad stuff about you. That it would not matter how hard you tried to be more cheerful they will just keep on doing those ugly look tough you and you will just keep on being alone. I wish I knew how to where a sign that tells people good stuff about me.
Do you guys ever feel like you have an invisible sign on you. That you not aware about that telling everyone around you that you are stupid , lame or mentally disable. will that the way I feel I tried telling myself that it all in my head that I just need to smile more . I keep going on though this world trying to be more positive. But start to suspect that it not all in my head. when I walk in to a public place where I know no one in the building. I see it in their face they will be smiling and being friendly and then when they come to me I get an Ugly look. they don`t know me and they don`t know any of the other that got friendly looks. But why am I the only one that get the ugly look. It feel like I have a sign on that I am not aware about that telling everyone bad stuff about me.
I remember when I was a kid and went to school there was this girl and she would hug all of the other boys but me. She would hug every boy every day of school. I felt jealous of all of the other boys who got a worm and inviting hug every day at school but me. I remember trying to ware stuff that could help me smell nicer and trying to do nice things for her to try and get a hug out of her like all of the other boys got. I just keep feeling bad about my self and asking why me why am I not good enough for one of those hugs. I remember hearing boy complaining about her hugging them made me feel worser because I feel like a hug would have really help me out back then. I remember she got in trouble for hugging boy who had girlfriend. I remember one of the girls even said I was the only one in the whole school who she never hugged. when I grew up I felt myself becoming a bitter and mean man so it was no question then why women did not like me. This was one of the stories that I would tell therapist of the reason why I think I have Social anxiety.
So does anybody else feel like this like you are wearing a invisible sign that tell everyone around you bad stuff about you. That it would not matter how hard you tried to be more cheerful they will just keep on doing those ugly look tough you and you will just keep on being alone. I wish I knew how to where a sign that tells people good stuff about me.
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