A life well lived...

lily

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A life well-lived is when you get out there or in your home and do things!!!! COME ON! YOU CAN DO IT!
 
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And for us folks with SA/SP/AvPD (such as myself), it's NOT THAT EASY to get out there and live, as there's PEOPLE "out there". But you have the right positive attitude anyway! :thumbup:
 

cappatown420

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Had to go to walk-in clinic for emergency therapy. Riveting, right? ;)

Been at least somewhere everyday for the past week (except for 1 day that I dedicated to sleeping)
 

cappatown420

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Nothing nice about today, nothing close to rest.

But, it's 10:15 PM now so I made it... Cant wait to be at work again.
 

theoutsider

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Well, I'm just seeing this thread so I'll have to plan to get out there tomorrow....lol. But I'll probably wind up going to work like always and coming home. I did make a concerted effort to be more outgoing today and I must say I succeeded. Today was a good day for my SA as it wasn't too bad. Tomorrow...who knows but I remain optimistic!
 

cappatown420

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Went to work, had lunch after, ate there, went shopping. Was trying to take the day up so I didn't have to go home. It got abusive at my house.

Driving home it was nice so I had all my windows down, stopped at a stop sign- my brother and mother were in his car. When he passed, he was cussing me out/screaming and shit.... cool. Hope they stay out all night.

Need to get out of this house- got to get a personal cell phone, a different job, and move out. Hopefully I can do it. It will never be soon enough, I don't have money but when I get a phone gonna call around and see how much a weekly rate at a motel is. Put it on a credit card.
 

cappatown420

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Need to get a phone tomorrow.. will likely go to the comic/collectable store as well. So much cool stuff... but not enough money haha
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Let's see...

Done absolutely eff all in the last 2 months, except sit on my arse, moping and wonder why things turned out as they have. Oh, and quietly listened from my bedroom as these angry, and at times comical, arguments kick-off downstairs.

Spent the last 2 weeks trying to get a program to work on my laptop, but Windows 10 was making that an issue. So I restore it to the previous operating system (Windows 8) and now everything seems to be working.

Me, my mother and oldest sister had an impromptu "family therapy session" yesterday, as the oldest drove my mum up to our older sister's house. Just going off on the middle child, and how ungrateful she has become. Cuz my mother had an massive argument with her over the phone that morning, which was the first time in a long time I'd heard my mother swearing. Anyway, this wee session continued after dropping our mum off, as my oldest sister and I went to collect my youngest niece's birthday cake. And when asked if she - the older sister - is self-aware enough to realise how she is perceived by us, her family, I said...

"Ah seriously don't know if she know what that is. Ah mean, d'ye argue about a missing portion of takeaway fried rice if yer self-aware?" :question:​

Also, I'm not sure, but I don't think I'm no longer perceived as the "tense, angry, intimidating" sibling anymore. :D

And, over the last few days, I went back and listened to some of the songs I'd wrote - just instrumentals - and realised most of them are a year old... from that prolific period between April to July 2017. When I seemed to be at my most creative, and ideas were turning into songs without me even realising. And, not to put a downer on all that, but a year on... it's difficult to slip back into that when other things are getting in the way. :sad: :kickingmyself:
 

lily

Well-known member
Let's see...

Done absolutely eff all in the last 2 months, except sit on my arse, moping and wonder why things turned out as they have. Oh, and quietly listened from my bedroom as these angry, and at times comical, arguments kick-off downstairs.

Spent the last 2 weeks trying to get a program to work on my laptop, but Windows 10 was making that an issue. So I restore it to the previous operating system (Windows 8) and now everything seems to be working.

Me, my mother and oldest sister had an impromptu "family therapy session" yesterday, as the oldest drove my mum up to our older sister's house. Just going off on the middle child, and how ungrateful she has become. Cuz my mother had an massive argument with her over the phone that morning, which was the first time in a long time I'd heard my mother swearing. Anyway, this wee session continued after dropping our mum off, as my oldest sister and I went to collect my youngest niece's birthday cake. And when asked if she - the older sister - is self-aware enough to realise how she is perceived by us, her family, I said...

"Ah seriously don't know if she know what that is. Ah mean, d'ye argue about a missing portion of takeaway fried rice if yer self-aware?" :question:​

Also, I'm not sure, but I don't think I'm no longer perceived as the "tense, angry, intimidating" sibling anymore. :D

And, over the last few days, I went back and listened to some of the songs I'd wrote - just instrumentals - and realised most of them are a year old... from that prolific period between April to July 2017. When I seemed to be at my most creative, and ideas were turning into songs without me even realising. And, not to put a downer on all that, but a year on... it's difficult to slip back into that when other things are getting in the way. :sad: :kickingmyself:
i know you have difficulty too. Here's a sermon worth listening to!! (if we walk w/ God, not the devil)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cd2CIvRXyPQ
 
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